Song Of My Soul

Goodbye Beautiful day (Lyrics)

2008-09-25T13:31:00.001+08:00

Time just withers away
Stealing day after day
The moon calls, the night falls
Goodbye beautiful day
Seems time never can stay
Just keeps running away
The stars fly and hearts cry
Leaving nothing left to say

Goodbye beautiful day
I must be on my way
Bring the rain to wash the pain
I'm sorry I can't stay
Goodbye beautiful day
That's all I have to say
Come tomorrow I'll be gone
I'm sorry I can't stay (Sorry I can't stay)

Time always has a say
Slowly slipping away
It's gone now yet somehow
There's no telling time today
This time I'll go away
And I'll be gone to stay
We all know we'll all go
That's all I have to say

Goodbye beautiful day
I must be on my way
Bring the rain to wash the pain
I'm sorry I can't stay
Goodbye beautiful day
That's all I have to say
Come tomorrow I'll be gone
I'm sorry I can't stay (Sorry I can't stay)

Goodbye beautiful day
I must be on my way
Bring the rain to wash the pain
I'm sorry I can't stay
Goodbye beautiful day
That's all I have to say
Come tomorrow I'll be gone
I'm sorry I can't stay (Sorry I can't stay)

Goodbye beautiful day
I must be on my way
Bring the rain to wash the pain
I'm sorry I can't stay
Goodbye beautiful day
That's all I have to say
Come tomorrow I'll be gone
I'm sorry I can't stay (Sorry I can't stay)

Vacation ROX

2008-09-21T18:32:00.002+08:00

Yoz!!! anybody here??? hmm don't think so XD. Anyway who cares haha =X just want to type something here to exercise my fingers wahaha so that they won't rot X_X

Right now I am in the midst of having vacation...oh hell yea it really helps me revitalize both my soul and body.Also manage to find time to do stuff I don't have time to do during school days WOHOO!! ^^

Hmm actually I spend the vacation to think about what should I do or become in the future ?_? ...and also thinking about relationships stuff XD.Hey hey not only BoyGal relationship okay , can be family and friends (Grrr all right all right I can't deny I am more interested in BGR afterall I am old enough to be in a relationship) XD

In the future ... I don't know about that. Anything may happen, I can become a psychiatrist, a chef , a tour guide, a criminal and who knows maybe I will be dead before I even succeed??? (touch wood touch wood XD) But doesn't matter to me, I just want to learn from people around me, and I am really grateful to people who have help me before ,I swear it will be repay no matter what even if they don't expect it.They show me...personality goes a long way.

Err... for the relationship part, I will save it for another time =P. Sayonara ^^

Full Circle

2008-09-14T13:50:00.002+08:00

Hahaha I am not going to say "I am back to blog" but just wana write something because I feel like it, after all today is Lunar festival the moon resembles a full circle.You must be wondering what has this got to do with me wanting to write again...humph actually the reason is quite simple...the moon reminds me of my blog template XD haha don't whack me , just kidding ^^

Hmm... alot has happen since I last blog around may.I have finish my attachment learning things I have never even thought of before,going out with people I knew through the internet(I know it can be dangerous or awkward but just wana experience how is it like XD).Fortunately these people I get to know online are really friendly but very different from the personality when they are in front of the com and meet in reality(I guess that is what people say "don't judge the book by its cover" XD)

Most facinating thing is after 7 years...suddenly one of my primary school friends ask me and some other friends for primary school friends gathering. It is a TOTAL SHOCKER sia ^^", when I meet my pri-school friends even more shocking ... many become shuai ge liao wahaha lucky I don't look too bad either =X( I know u going to say me BHB XD, I have my moments too okay ^^).The gals like look the same to me wahaha oops XD.

All right! I think I talk alot le, as usual anything you wana talk abt can come approach me to chat becos I love listening to people's story haha(unless is not boring XD). Enjoy watching the moon tonight HAHA!

Project Ended & F.U.N

2008-05-24T10:02:00.005+08:00

Hi Hi everbody! Long time no see my readers (well hope my readers did not forget I am still blogging XD since I have been around for a long time).Hmm my favourite question of the day, so how has your week been? You can always share with me any tales about yourself since I love listening to them(If they are not boring X_X).

Yawnz* Do you think I am gonna write a long story since I have not been blogging for a long time? The answer is NONO (The reason? Because it is too long-winded)

All right lets begin! Last few weeks I have been trying to complete my project asap since it is about to reach the deadline XD(thats because I have been slacking too much for the first few weeks).

Anyway 2 days ago was my final presentation HAHA! I was so ready to present my project that I even suggested to the supervisors I wanted to jump queue since my friends are not ready XD.

Humph! So my presentation begins and started off with such excellency that make me feel so proud until...

I feel something cold down my pants -_-" and the supervisors were not paying attention with my presentation. I knew something is really wrong X_X.........take a minute and think what actually happen

Lets continue with the story... I knew something is really wrong X_X so immediately I glance down to my pants and ...............................found that the zip is spoiled revealing my boxer zzz T.T

At that moment there is only one phase to describe everything (WHAT THE ****!)
so I quickly tuck out my shirt to cover it then continue to present with my face as red as tomato ...

The good thing is the presentation ended well since the supervisors were satisfied with the presentation and had a laugh with the extra free show -_-.

By the way yesterday was yen's birthday haha so we(wj,gan,andy,me,yen) decided to go KBOX sing.Yen also decided to be a member so that he can get a birthday cake lol,the cake was huge man and yen get to eat half of it since many cannot make it to his birthday celebration.It was fun really fun since you get to whack people with the birthday gift(it includes poppers,mask,paper rods).

Therefore I will end it here without commenting on the singing since everyone sings so well except...humph ok cya ^^

Don't be afraid to make mistakes

2008-04-24T09:55:00.005+08:00

I know I know the title of this post sounds crap coming from a person who just make a big fuss out of misunderstanding and assumption from the previous post.

-_- I realise if you meet a problem or make a mistake,you just have to face it and think about how to solve it but not run away from it(unless the problem is some jerk just wana piss you off verbally to vent their anger or just being jealous then just ignore them because they are seeking attention).

The first thing a problem occurs you have to ask yourself how the problem started and thus work towards the root of the problem(or else you will look like a weed whacker that ends up whacking the weeds endlessly)

Secondly, attend to the problem personally and make sure you don't do anything recklessly because if you do it only creates more problems(unless it is some problems that you can't solve on your own and requires someone else to help)

Finally learn from the mistake no matter it is solve or not solve.Make sure you don't repeat the same mistake again because if you do..simply means you are not learning at all.

Hmm...anyway just want to tell my readers and remind myself that you dont' have to be afraid to make mistakes because you need to make mistakes so that you can improve yourself.

Oh yea by the way yesterday I went to watch forbidden kingdom with my friends(wj,gan,kahyee,jess,iz and me),the movie is overall worth watching:

Good Points- 1.The fighting scenes were terrific
2.Jackie chan (aka Drunken Immortal) his gags are really funny

Bad points- 1.The story line is so ridiculous and predictable
2.I wonder who is the main character ???

The above comment are purely base on my opinion so you can don't give a damn about it.

What I have learn from the show is RAWR!!! BEAT THOSE PUNKS UP for they have hurt people who are close to you.

Ok seeya next time LOL

Blogging is Risky

2008-04-17T17:19:00.005+08:00

Hmm......*sigh* Now really trying to tune my mood properly.Haha anyways hi readers seen the commotion on the tagboard? I think I might have offend that larry guy or something sry dude but hope u can tell me ur problem -_-.

Doesn't matter anyway he let me learn that I couldn't control my temper properly.

Geez -_- I even went to confront shirley (Damn what the hell am I doing?!) luckily we form a truce because I was the one who started all this crap zzz so I offer my listening ear to the victim of mine and understand the situation.

Yea yea I know I assume too much but thats the way I am LOL(Need to stop assuming things haha).Assuming make things alot easier because you don't have to ask anyone and jump to conclusion like I did and look like a dork in the end XD.

All right! back to the main point there is some risk in blogging for people like me lol(Despite any situation you have to control your emotion and do not say any bad things about anyone else or you will be in hell lots of trouble like I do).

Anyway Have to apologise to both Shirley and Larry -_-. Larry,I think you are right I am weak but I am definitely not disgusting.If you have any problems with me please email to faytchia@hotmail.com gladly hear your discrimination^^.

I will end it here...I still have a long way of learning and enlightenment to go *sigh*.

Absolute Obedience,Rebellion & FUN

2008-04-11T08:56:00.003+08:00

Hello fellow readers,nobody wants to share their whole week of adventure with me despite me asking from the previous posts *sign*...

But! No worries I will take the initiative to share my whole week of nightmare(OMG did I say nightmare!?).

Hmm this week I had my napfa test and presentation on my project.For napfa test I fail it because I have my reasons XD (If you want to ask,just treat it as I am weak).

Well I find myself statisfy with my presentation because not much question were ask about my project(NOT BECAUSE IT IS A STUPID PROJECT =P)but is I understand what to do about my project except the lecturers have high expectations about my achievement for my project zzz(Geez they think I am some kind of genius -_-").

*Silence*...There are times when I am serious because something has been troubling all the time.

It happen again yesterday,I told my parents I am going home late.However they keep calling back to me and finally I answer the call and I get reprimanded for staying out late zzz

Yea yea I know part of it is my fault for not informing them till what time I will stay out and I understand they are concern about me.But what I am trouble about is when will I earn the priviledge to have freedom of my own time(probably when I can take the responsibility,I don't know).Right now I am bind to my parent's iron will till I can finally earn their trust and acknowledge my adulthood.

All right enough of sulking! Yesterday I was having a great time singing at KBOX with my friends:

Danny sing really well for a first timer,probably because he practice singing when he is emo,Ok please don't kill me XD.(Reminds me 1st time when I was in KBOX,don't think about singing I have trouble reading the lyrics-_-)

Yen funny sia although he sings well but he pick alot of song he is not familiar LOL

WJ sings well for certain song but the rest of the song OMG -_-"

Iz(birthday boy) sings very well.......for high pitch songs XD (No way I can EVER reach that pitch unless I want to blow up my voice box)

Gan as usual his singing is the best,he knows when to change rhythm and change the pitch very well.

Shirley hmm let me think,she gets high when she starts singing -_-" ,but the singing is great maybe because she is imagining herself to be like the singer shown in the MTV.

ME!? Ala don't ask lah ZZZ,I couldn't bring out my voice to sing and ended up singing like one bloody crow.

Okay! what happen arh just now? Nothing I guess ^^...I will end my post here ciao.

Busy

2008-04-07T08:35:00.003+08:00

HAHA! Sorry to disappoint you my faithful readers,this week I am not going to write much because this week is going to be very busy for me.

However stay tune for my next crazy,wild and whacky post ^^ YAHA!

1st Time Leading @_@

2008-03-31T08:39:00.003+08:00

YoZ again my keen readers.How is your week been going ^^?
Actually if you have any problems you can post to me my dear readers, because I have lots of time to solve or give advice (Don't ask me about relationship stuff because I am a noob in that T.T)since I am quite free when I am in school -_-.

Ahem! Anyway this few weeks is going to be quite hectic for me since NAPFA test and presentation for my project is coming the next following week.

Hmm...For the recent week I finished my BTT(Basic Theory Test) and "PASS!" WAHAHA.However...when I am so full of myself and preoccupied with other stuff(e.g games and anime ^^) I totally forget to prepare for my lesson sharing since is my turn to lead for my church cell group on sunday -_-".

-____- lets skip till that sunday(30 March 2008)...On that day I did prepare abit after staying up late on saturday(I also cut my hair on saturday^^) ZZZ.

Guess what?! on that day everyone eyes were glittering and look very keen upon my turn to share X_X(Probably because I am low profile and had my hairstyle change that day ZZZ).

Okay take your time to imagine what happen to me that day...think for a minute........................................................................

Haha! If you guess I screw up...YOU ARE PROBABLY right...because if you are not prepare things will usually goes wrong.

But anyway 1 elder,brother and sister encourage me(you can say pity me T.T)

Elder:"CJ! I knew this is the 1st time you are sharing so you get nervous and eat up your words,but at least you have the courage to share".

Brother:"Chia did answer some of the questions in the book ;)"

Sister:"He simplify the chapters so that it is easier to understand^^"

However,I think I really did bad that day.I need to do more of this to train myself up GRR!.

Once again I write so much though my friends ask me to write lesser because they hate reading...

Here is what I learn that sunday:

Been intelligent does not mean you are wise( I can't explain this you will understand when you get older)

Resist temptations(If you already have a dozen pair of shoes,there is no need to buy another pair)

Days in my Church

2008-03-24T11:43:00.004+08:00

Heh heh!Hello to those reading my blog or am I just writing to myself to improve my english LOL.Anyways Want to ask what have you guys been doing for the pass few days during the public holiday(good friday)?.Hope you guys have a fine weekend and holiday,because that day is the day Jesus die for our sins(I know some of you will be wondering WTH! I never kill anyone my whole life what sin are you talking about...ZZZ)

Relax... I am not going to preach about the words in the bible because I don't often read it =X.However, everyone has sins cause we tell lies and hurt both people's feeling and body purposely or accidentally(maybe when we are jealous or bad tempered we definitely do,don't deny arh because I do XD).

Hmm but as long as you admit you are at fault and repent then I am sure the victim will forgive you(If you are being frame or misundstand please for Godsake fight for your rights).

All right!for the rest of the stuff written below will be my epic story in church(actually it isn't much of a big deal =P)

Once upon a time...(lets skip the boring introduction).In my church I am probably the lowest profile guy you can ever find because once the singing and cell group...(For your info cell group is a activity where christians of all ages gather together in small individual group to discuss about the words in bible and how it relates to our personal life =D)

Okay! lets continue from where I stop "once the singing and cell group" ended I will vanished into thin air(Just exaggerating XD) and nobody will know I left the church.

With a statistics of 20 guys/gals only 1 out of the 20guys/gals knew me HAHA.

Anyway only this year I was finally posted to the adult group because I am 18years old wahaha.Now my group have 8gals ^^ 6guys and 2 elders I think(Elders are really wise people and as old as your fathers or mothers that are leading the group).

Last few weeks I unknowingly participated in a singing on STAGE for the graduation from the youth group(because I am getting old ZZZ).This is the 3rd time I am wearing really formal clothes zzz usually I don't give a damn about what I wear even on weddings.

HAHA fearless and dashing(wearing my formal clothes really boost my attention seeking ability) I step up the stage with the rest of the graduating people.

When I am about to sing....ZZZ What is the lyrics again!? LOL I end up looking like a statue and start recalling my lyrics -____-".

Fortunately the projector start flashing the lyrics on to the walls in the hall.I grin and look carefully at the lyrics and start singing.*_*

My voice can obviously be heard because there were only 4 guys -_- and 8 gals^^ turn up for the singing.

Hmm after that day still not much people knew about me LOL because after the singing I went home to sleep ^^.

Erm until now I only can remember the chorus ZZZ:

So carry your candle,run to the darkness
Seek out the hopeless,confuse and torn
Hold out your candle for all to see it
Take your candle, go light their world~

Hopefully there is no errors with the lyrics LOL.
Haha I write so much already XD.
No wisdom sharing today...

Online Games...

2008-03-17T09:46:00.006+08:00

Online gaming...does it rings a bell in your mind haha,it is almost the same as going online to chat and meet people.But you are able to experience a thrilling experience of whooping some virtual monsters in different terrain with your friends and dueling with other players in what gamers call PVP(Player versus Player).

Hmm...While playing some online games you have to team with other players willing or unwillingly maybe to complete what people call quests(in modern days known as missions).By teaming with them, definitely you get to know them better and decide whether you want to know them further.=)

Well everyone has a different role to play in this game for example I am a warrior(suppose to protect their teammates since I am the hardest which can take in any amount of damage).

Clerics (aka medic)-the Role is to heal or treat the injuries of their teammates obtain from battle.

Archer - Deal high amount of damage per second(DPS)

Mage - Deal high amount of damage instantly also known as Damage Dealer(DD)

HAHA!!!After reading the introduction you must be bored.Don't worry now is the begining of something interesting.

Recently I play an online game call "fiesta" and met lots of people online.Hmm by observing the way the players talk and act, most of them are still very very young and immature =X (Hey no offence but I too am a little immature).Sign...I am a little immature because I can't believe I am arguing with brats who doesn't understand a damn thing about their roles in the game.Instead of arguing with them, the solution is actually try to get them to listen by hook or by crook(sweet talk them or give them empty praises because they love it).

However, for mature people you probably can just tell them what they did wrong and they will understand.Also if people are worthy of been praise sincerely for doing their part so outstandingly just SHOUT out they are so great(is a form of encouragement).

-_-" I can't help but notice most people will only YELL at other people because they did not do their job that reach their expectations(Some of these dumbass that yell at others should also do some soul searching on how suck they are =X).

Hmm...If a player try his best to do his part but did not manage to obtain the statisfying result.The teammates must be understanding enough not to blame him and support him either by knowing his ability limitations or work an extra mile to fix the flaws of a team.

HOLY SHIT!!!I don't know I type this much already.Okay so I end it here ciao.

Here are some sayings by mature players(might be copyrighted from famous people):

Effort-Live each day like it's your last, make the most out of every moment

Goals- Our greatest glory is not in never falling,but in rising everytime we fall.(Confucius)

Integrity- Intergrity comes when character is tested; keep true and never be ashamed of doing what is right.

Honesty- Better to fail with honor than succeed by fraud.(Sophochles)

Haha! The reason I play online games is to interact with different people(some can be assholes and some can be saints).At least you get to see almost any kind of people in the community.

Remembering the words of the Wise

2008-03-13T14:40:00.002+08:00

Today I remember the teachings of both religious and from the older people.I have been reflecting lately what I have done this few years, my thoughts reflected on me so clearly like a mirror the day I landed in the hospital last year twice.

*Sigh*...I told my friends the experienced I had gain unwillingly from my hospital trips but seems like they do not really understand.

*Headache*...ARRGHH! I don't want to remember it but I have to make this an important lesson for myself since I never lost so much blood before than from these trips.

My family, relatives, poly friends and some of the church people were there for me.*Cry* AHHHHH! I am really touch by them and I swore that day this kindness will be repay no matter what, but after I left the hospital I seems to forget about it.

Feeling both guilty and disappointed about my pathetic and hypocritic self I was thinking how could I forget such important event of my life.

Right at this very moment typing this blog, I remembered the words told by the people lying on the beds of the hospital some recovering and some dying.They told me they are glad that I was able to listen to their tales even their children would not bother to listen(that time I had nothing to do actually, but this tales are true tales that will change my life).The tales were filled with both regrets and honor.
The tales are far too long winded but is so meaningful that it brought me to tears.

Thinking back this few days I have been quite foolish to participate with a love rivalry with my friend haha now I feel so stupid hurting my friend and myself.I am suppose to help him when he is in trouble not giving him trouble haiz...sigh.
I won't talk about my love plans currently but seems like the gal is not worth waiting for(sad isn't it but is the reality).

For people who have been through all this hardship both emotionally and physically hurt more than me, this is a reminder to make your life travel in the right path.
Those who never encounter before any of this events heed my advice and work hard for a bright future help your family members, relatives, friends and finally help yourself.

Right at this very moment is the time to write our own tales, fight for our destiny and change our fate.

Revival of my dying blog

2008-03-12T09:09:00.002+08:00

After been lecture by the Yen(the one who help and teach me how to make this blog).I will revive my pathetic blog because I have absolutely nothing to do besides my final year project which is wasting my *PRECIOUS* youth.Well well yesterday we (WJ,GAN,DANNY,YEN,IZ and ME) went to Jessica's grandfather funeral,she doesn't look very sad ,therefore it makes me feel less worried.

What the hell am I doing talking all this stuff ARGGGGHH! I am suppose to revive my blog.Haha anyway yesterday they(including Jessica) try to introduce me to a gal who is Jessica playmate since young.WOW! she look pretty decent,however my sole purpose there yesterday was to pay respect for the dead not going there to date and court gals.

Worse of all I couldn't overcome the barrier most guys encounter which is couldn't forget about the first gal who ditch them since back then we are such a wuss(sad to say but is the fact).

No point swearing and promise whether I am going to change my life entirely like how superheroes change from suits into people who wears underwear on the outside.Actions speak louder than words after all haha.

However, I am certain my life(Personality,Physical,lifestyle and mindset) is going to improve even if it is a little bit.

Woah! I didn't notice I write this much already haha guess I will end it here,for my people who reads this blog thank you for reading and may you treasure your family members and friends,also meet the destine guy or gal who truly cares and love you in darkest time.

Grand Opening

2007-11-04T14:04:00.000+08:00

Opening of my blog yahoo! not gonna type anything more

2007-05-12T16:01:00.000+08:00

Under Construction!!!